Showing posts with label avaguna. Show all posts
Showing posts with label avaguna. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Shirdi sai – What is you’re prescribed Philosophy? I

In the advaita philosophy the difference between man and god is a matter of degree. Ultimately they are one and the same being. That which is within the man is atman and that which embraces the universe is known a bhraman. They are one and the same like a space inside a cup and space outside the cup are one and the same. Just like Tao of Taoism, the Alah of islam and the Ayin of jewish mysticism, Bhraman has no qualities, no parts and no consciousness and it is timeless. Writings of lao tse on Tao sounds similar. The world we see is constantly changing sitting in a car, a mile away the water we saw on the road was momentarily real but when we came close what was seen became a mirage. The dream burglars who are attacking you are real in the dream. You put up a dream fight with him. But when you wake up, you will say to yourself,”It was only a dream” Hence man will speak about the world the moment he realizes the true knowledge.

In the dvaita Philosophy the world is real and there is difference between man and God. Reality is of two kinds, independent and dependent. God is the only independent reality. Matter and self are dependent on and controlled by god. Self is active and is responsible for its release from countless reincarnations by devotion to god.

The middle path between these two philosophies also exists. God is not an unqualified principle, as per advaita but believed in the principle of jeevatman (individual soul) in paramatman (absolute soul) and the merging of Jeevatman in Pramatman for attaining salvation. Both the advaita and Dvaita Philosophies prevail in India with equal importance even today.

Dear sai tell me ....which is your Philosophy that I have to follow?

Monday, January 7, 2008

SHIRDI SAI – inner voice

Suddenly the message in the inbox vanished...I went on and on searching for the same I am searching for Sai’s address again...and again ... in vain ...my sai..My husband came back from his office, i told about Sai’s mail and how it appeared and vanished He gave a hearty laugh and opted for the evening coffee....After dinner we were relaxing in the hall .I do share my thoughts with people reading my blog and my husband is inevitable...He has to opine because I insist that I need his opinion. one compelled visitor....He is a real scientist he reads science and lives science and breathe science amazing at times seeing him all the time so scientific...for example even to talk and walk he will substitute some component chemical as reason for that...and once I argued but with less tension ...for which he said it was because of the folic acid intake....I started taking and which has controlled lots of molecular switches and went deep a travel into the metabolic pathway of folic acid...later we were conversing about the genetics, human genome project and science and only science...

His clock stops by 9.30 he will be into deep sleep even he doesn’t have a bed...His biological clock is set as 9.00 pm to bed and 5.00 am out of bed pattern mine is different. I, am a habited noctuvid (nocturnal insect) start my day by that 9.30 pm onwards. I have reset and changed my biological rhythm differently. regular unless I fight with sai...if so I will not recite aarti and not have my night coffee... this means I an upset...I go perform night aarti to sai have a cup of coffee as though I just get up from bed and go to my computer...

I heard an inner voice within me.....aye my sai is speaking ...”He says don’t imagine things. That is the main cause for your misery...I never wrote a letter nor will write to you one...I am in you why don’t you realize rather than read and try to put some logic behind my existence and It is a pity that you nowadays started questioning your own existence...what is your problem child”

This sounds for sure my Sai...

Aum Sairam

Friday, January 4, 2008

Shirdi sai answer my question?











To get acquainted with Saibaba was no where in my life till I was fourteen. He was no where in my thoughts till then. But Today, I cannot imagine my life or my thought process without him. My sai...I can think of only sai and nothing else but his glory. I always think why such situation has arisen in my life. Whatever I think or whatever I do in the mundane or on a purely mental plane his thoughts appear quietly in the background of my mind. He appears in one form or other very near me. Sometimes, with the torn kafni which he was said to be perennially don. That image will remain for long, disturbing my worldly routine. How so ever I would like to separate my consciousness from him, it is not possible, he will not leave me however I am. It is really very difficult to shed him....very addictive. At times I have tried my level best to go away to some other place to get rid of him..in early days. but Impossible it was. Either he will appear in one form or the other either stuck at the back of a car or somebody I can hear calling him “sairam” which will make me turn back. Shirdi sai amazingly loves, very understanding anyone cannot forget him once they experience him. But how come he came into my program? Why did he come? Who is he? Why I cannot live without the thought of this fakir. He is beyond comprehension. He is all in all in my breath and soul. I will die once he leaves me... The day he leaves me is the day of my brain death. But I want reason sai? That is why I asked who are you in me? I want the reason sai...and the reason of my own existence...I know, you know me better than what I know about me....but you have to answer me my dear sai...you have to...

Aum sairam

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Shirdi Sai who are you? Who am I?















Sai nowadays I started peeping through my window to see the next door nowadays... I started bothering for the unused grinder from the day one you made me to see . That grinding stuff is still kept aside without being used without a handle. Neither a human force nor the input to work that out, it is really disturbing my mind sai..

It is not the grind but the thought what my Sai said about grinding concept in the “Sai-bible” in other words “The Sri Sai satcharita”. I have to get rid of my avagunas (bad qualities) and ahangkar (ego) I want to work out a program for that I suppose.Can I work out an executable program for this?

But sai many things I program with perspective plans, breaking them with immediate objectives, annual objectives and long term objectives with a bench mark to measure and mid term corrections with all meticulous planning I miserably fail at times. And of course my planning will picturise a very futuristic angle with long term goals. At times it doesn’t work at all sai...Why Sai?

Why should I draw plans? Nothing happened in the way as I wanted many times.

I nowadays realize that I myself am a written program. All the steps sequenced and only job for me is to execute that like a machine rather.

So many important things happen in my life without my prior knowledge. I was born into this world, and one day going to leave this world the time of entry and exit is unknown. I don’t choose my mother or father that is also not my choice. So many things I learn and unlearn, and when important things are already being destined then where comes my karma question? I use to think many times that I am the sole authority for my life and for all my actions but now I realize it, I am not. The truth is that I myself is somebody’s creation...Who am I? Am I a meager step by step instruction of an already written executable program or an event driven program? And who are you sai? In this program business which part do you play? Did you create me? For which you will answer “No child there is a person above all of us who created us? Then who are you to me sai? Tell me sai who are you? Why am I hooked up like this talking to you all the time? Why should I like you first of all? Why sai? Why?

Aum Sairam