SHIRDI SAI – inner voice

Suddenly the message in the inbox vanished...I went on and on searching for the same I am searching for Sai’s address again...and again ... in vain ...my sai..My husband came back from his office, i told about Sai’s mail and how it appeared and vanished He gave a hearty laugh and opted for the evening coffee....After dinner we were relaxing in the hall .I do share my thoughts with people reading my blog and my husband is inevitable...He has to opine because I insist that I need his opinion. one compelled visitor....He is a real scientist he reads science and lives science and breathe science amazing at times seeing him all the time so scientific...for example even to talk and walk he will substitute some component chemical as reason for that...and once I argued but with less tension ...for which he said it was because of the folic acid intake....I started taking and which has controlled lots of molecular switches and went deep a travel into the metabolic pathway of folic acid...later we were conversing about the genetics, human genome project and science and only science...

His clock stops by 9.30 he will be into deep sleep even he doesn’t have a bed...His biological clock is set as 9.00 pm to bed and 5.00 am out of bed pattern mine is different. I, am a habited noctuvid (nocturnal insect) start my day by that 9.30 pm onwards. I have reset and changed my biological rhythm differently. regular unless I fight with sai...if so I will not recite aarti and not have my night coffee... this means I an upset...I go perform night aarti to sai have a cup of coffee as though I just get up from bed and go to my computer...

I heard an inner voice within me.....aye my sai is speaking ...”He says don’t imagine things. That is the main cause for your misery...I never wrote a letter nor will write to you one...I am in you why don’t you realize rather than read and try to put some logic behind my existence and It is a pity that you nowadays started questioning your own existence...what is your problem child”

This sounds for sure my Sai...

Aum Sairam

Shirdi Sai – Email in my inbox

I just logged into my ID... To check my mail...I have got am email from Shirdi sai...Hi...amazing and what a surprise!! .What is his contact ID .I was bit curious and the ID said Shirdisai@godmail.com .I went through his letter He has answered my question but a me a dump machine I could understand only to a limited context.

The copy of the mail said as follows

“Hi,
you hardware my child....here is the answer...
"You thing you are a program g8....but you are not

Hi you are dump computer hardware... Programs have to run on you to make you work...

But the truth is...You are a God created hardware and your brain is many fold powerful in comparisons to the man created computer memory...that’s all...

You have been designed by the creator with certain capability for purposes. say a Pentium II or III or IV or centrino duo depending on your past karma...You have brain (CPU), many other inbuilt systems and of course the electric circuit like your blood flowing and sensory organs to receive and sent like the speaker you use.... the CD drive (read and write) and mouse to click your wants and the web cam to see and receive....

all these functions depends on the creators wish dear child if only you could obey the instructions with less questions, even now it is not too late to conclude within a fraction of seconds take your time and try to understand.

Sometimes even the platform you are provided with has limitations. Platform independent java program has to be written to reach all the platforms of you human beings without dependency.

You are programmed by the assembly language zeros and ones and to some extent you have possibility of some extended technologies to increase your capacity if the creator allows that to be done on you machine...Saints have to come as interfaces to translate and bridge the gaps between you and your creator’s plan at times. To make you understand...

The operating system(OS) and your adaptability is also creators wish...and what ever high level languages is written unless it is compatible with the machine language it is very difficult for the machine to understand
Too many information you keep on adding and too many layers on you makes things very unreachable even to the creator so he has to sent saviors to protect his creation not to go faulty...
Where you get manufactured and where you go as consignment and what is that you have to do all depends on the time and necessity and predetermined for the creators discretion .You are created to help your creator...too many front ends and lots of widgets you add my child you cannot see your original self. I want you to improve your ESP (Extra sensory power) but you are more responding to ASPs (Active Server Pages)....
Don't get carried away by technological revolutions ...they are good okie but. You learn to get information but when are you going to understand my language? “Transformation” It is okay to be informative, you cannot otherwise survive. Don’t put Garbage in and take garbage out (GIGO)

But attempt to transform. An evolutionary process has to happen within you slowly, for a positive change and to become adoptable...for your own existence. No GIGO child...

I will TC
Alla Mallik
shirdisai@godmail.com

Shirdi sai answer my question?

To get acquainted with Saibaba was no where in my life till I was fourteen. He was no where in my thoughts till then. But Today, I cannot imagine my life or my thought process without him. My sai...I can think of only sai and nothing else but his glory. I always think why such situation has arisen in my life. Whatever I think or whatever I do in the mundane or on a purely mental plane his thoughts appear quietly in the background of my mind. He appears in one form or other very near me. Sometimes, with the torn kafni which he was said to be perennially don. That image will remain for long, disturbing my worldly routine. How so ever I would like to separate my consciousness from him, it is not possible, he will not leave me however I am. It is really very difficult to shed him....very addictive. At times I have tried my level best to go away to some other place to get rid of him..in early days. but Impossible it was. Either he will appear in one form or the other either stuck at the back of a car or somebody I can hear calling him “sairam” which will make me turn back. Shirdi sai amazingly loves, very understanding anyone cannot forget him once they experience him. But how come he came into my program? Why did he come? Who is he? Why I cannot live without the thought of this fakir. He is beyond comprehension. He is all in all in my breath and soul. I will die once he leaves me... The day he leaves me is the day of my brain death. But I want reason sai? That is why I asked who are you in me? I want the reason sai...and the reason of my own existence...I know, you know me better than what I know about me....but you have to answer me my dear sai...you have to...

Aum sairam

Shirdi Sai who are you? Who am I?

Sai nowadays I started peeping through my window to see the next door nowadays... I started bothering for the unused grinder from the day one you made me to see . That grinding stuff is still kept aside without being used without a handle. Neither a human force nor the input to work that out, it is really disturbing my mind sai..

It is not the grind but the thought what my Sai said about grinding concept in the “Sai-bible” in other words “The Sri Sai satcharita”. I have to get rid of my avagunas (bad qualities) and ahangkar (ego) I want to work out a program for that I suppose.Can I work out an executable program for this?

But sai many things I program with perspective plans, breaking them with immediate objectives, annual objectives and long term objectives with a bench mark to measure and mid term corrections with all meticulous planning I miserably fail at times. And of course my planning will picturise a very futuristic angle with long term goals. At times it doesn’t work at all sai...Why Sai?

Why should I draw plans? Nothing happened in the way as I wanted many times.

I nowadays realize that I myself am a written program. All the steps sequenced and only job for me is to execute that like a machine rather.

So many important things happen in my life without my prior knowledge. I was born into this world, and one day going to leave this world the time of entry and exit is unknown. I don’t choose my mother or father that is also not my choice. So many things I learn and unlearn, and when important things are already being destined then where comes my karma question? I use to think many times that I am the sole authority for my life and for all my actions but now I realize it, I am not. The truth is that I myself is somebody’s creation...Who am I? Am I a meager step by step instruction of an already written executable program or an event driven program? And who are you sai? In this program business which part do you play? Did you create me? For which you will answer “No child there is a person above all of us who created us? Then who are you to me sai? Tell me sai who are you? Why am I hooked up like this talking to you all the time? Why should I like you first of all? Why sai? Why?

Aum Sairam

Shirdi Sai- showed the grind as well....

As soon I finished posting the blog on shirdi sai on Technology grind... My husband called me.....He wanted to share the message broadcasted in the Television about the akanda chanting of the Vishnu Sahrsa Naama in thousands ...but I missed the vision in the television...

“I sit with the dump machine and miss many things in my life...is my husbands conclusion...He was furious and got irritated and told I must change my lifestyle... “Sai I never got cross with him, because he told the truth for my good...I felt you are coming and telling me the same through him...not chanting but spending more of my time with the internet.

I sat in the hall with him watching what he is watching...My mind was thinking about the grinding mill and you sai I cant help it...My eyes were watching the television as well some times the vision through the window...My god I could see the grinding mill at the backyard of my next door house...very next to my house...just kept unused...without a handle...that was there all these days too.... but how I could not see it all these days?...

I get you Sai I have to reduce my time searching the computer window and spend time searching the real window as well within I get your point. The grinder I thought In the heart of the city Where I can see...you showed me immediately...amazing....but sai to be true that grinder seemed it has never been used for ages...It never had a handle or somebody to care to grind...kept unused...my avagunas and ahangars are left without being ground It has to happen if not in that grinder concept but within me...please help me to enlighten me Sai

Aum Sairam

PART II SHIRDI SAIBABA SAYS... TECHNOLOGY GRIND?

The Grinding also contained a spiritual and philosophical message. He was helping grind the sins of the people. He was helping grind the illness and afflictions. The two stones of his mill were karma (lower wheel) and bakthi (upper disc):the handle was meditation. The force was spiritual strength. In this mill all desires, wants, avgunas (avarices) and ahankar (ego) were put for grinding into the fine powder of enlightenment. Such were the ways of baba...after reading this I very badly wanted to see the grinding mill...

I am searching for the grinder.....nowadays grinders do not have an upper wheel and a lower disc nor a handle to hold and nobody takes effort to grind all menu driven...and switching the power on ,the electric flows it does the job on a mixie or a grinder .

How come the next generation will perceive his message..... I was into the deep thought suddenly I heard a sound from my computer.....may be some of my friends....I rushed to my monitor and there he is my saibaba for chat....

Saibaba: child have you got the idea of a grinder?

Me: no my dear sai I am searching the same in and around me...

Saibaba: thank god... you did a manual search

Me: What...why do you say that Saram?

Saibaba: You have the habit of searching anything and everything in google nowadays.....isn’t?

Me:I was taken aback.... ya my dear saibaba ya...you are right you know me in and out

Saibaba: Lawrence E page and Sergey Mihailovinch Brin they are the reason

Me: who are they?.....

Saibaba: the brains behind the engine Google?

Me:hii....How do you know that sai?

Saibaba: I know.....you people use so many technologies without even knowing the reason behind or the person behind

Me: ya I do that....I did not answer....

Saibaba: even that engine churns all the available information databases searches and brings in the very needy one to your query isn’t?

Me: ya...true...but sai you are amazing and up-to-date in technologies...too. Amazing...

Saibaba: My child all the technologies Nanotechnology ,Biotechnology, or Information technology are all for what

Me: they are for the advancement of knowledge....and to become intelleigent.

Saibaba: When intelligence matures and lodges securely in the mind it becomes wisdom. When wisdom is integrated with life and issues out in action it becomes bakthi...knowledge when it becomes fully matured it is bakthi. If it does not get transformed into bakthi such knowledge is useless tinsel to believe that gnana and bakthi (knowledge and devotion) are different from each other is ignorance.....

Me:I get you sai....

Saibaba:life is a tripod it has three legs athma manas and budhi....

Me:Okie

Saibaba: You people spend more time on budhi(knowledge) front ....some on manas (mind) front and very less towards athma front...all the three legs should equally balance for a perfect life...for which I coined so much of step by step method like aarthi....doing good, etc and also performing miracles to make you children for your own good. However fast the world grows...(The world is not as same as that world which you sleep before and after). That fast is advancements...

Me: True ....very true

Saibaba: try to follow bakthi marga...easiest way for mukthi...

Me... as usual the internet connection got cut....

Aum sairam..

PART I - SHIRDI SAIBABA SAYS... TECHNOLOGY GRIND?

It was the year 1910. Hemadpant came to shirdi. One day after washing his face, Baba sat in Dwarakmai and started grinding wheat furiously. The villagers enquired why but he did not reply...He kept at it. Until some women folk decided to help him in his chore. They too wondered why Baba was grinding wheat because he never cooked, but begged alms for food, and did not need such huge quantity anyway. He had never done the grinding before. So all who were nearby were looking with wonders at this. Four bold women went inside the mosque and requested Baba to sit aside, took the grinding stone and started grinding. Though Baba got angry at this he kept quite, seeing their affection for him. On completion of the grinding work, the ladies divided the flour into four parts and wanted to take it for themselves. Baba watching them calmly till then got angry and scolded them.” Oh ladies, are you crazy? Are you thinking this flour is your property to take it? I never took any wheat from you. Then why are you taking this flour?”...He cooled down after a while and said politely,” It is alright take the flour and sprinkle it on the boundaries of this village.” The ladies bowed their heads and asked for mercy. After touching Baba’s feet, they went quickly and sprinkled the flour on the boundaries of the village. The villagers told Hemadpant that there was cholera in the village, and only to eradicate Baba would have done all this. Hemadpant did not understand the relationship between cholera and the wheat flour, but the epidemic in the village gradually subsidized. Then Hemadpant concluded that what Baba ground that day was not wheat, but the cholera epidemic. Which he had sent outside the boundaries of the village, so that whole village gets rid of this disease. Hemadpant bowed his head to show respect to SaiBaba, he was so impressed by the greatness of Baba and his Miracles that later he decided to write a book about him to pay his tribute to this great saint....The result is Sri sai satcharita