Showing posts with label story. Show all posts
Showing posts with label story. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Shirdi sai – What is you’re prescribed Philosophy? I

In the advaita philosophy the difference between man and god is a matter of degree. Ultimately they are one and the same being. That which is within the man is atman and that which embraces the universe is known a bhraman. They are one and the same like a space inside a cup and space outside the cup are one and the same. Just like Tao of Taoism, the Alah of islam and the Ayin of jewish mysticism, Bhraman has no qualities, no parts and no consciousness and it is timeless. Writings of lao tse on Tao sounds similar. The world we see is constantly changing sitting in a car, a mile away the water we saw on the road was momentarily real but when we came close what was seen became a mirage. The dream burglars who are attacking you are real in the dream. You put up a dream fight with him. But when you wake up, you will say to yourself,”It was only a dream” Hence man will speak about the world the moment he realizes the true knowledge.

In the dvaita Philosophy the world is real and there is difference between man and God. Reality is of two kinds, independent and dependent. God is the only independent reality. Matter and self are dependent on and controlled by god. Self is active and is responsible for its release from countless reincarnations by devotion to god.

The middle path between these two philosophies also exists. God is not an unqualified principle, as per advaita but believed in the principle of jeevatman (individual soul) in paramatman (absolute soul) and the merging of Jeevatman in Pramatman for attaining salvation. Both the advaita and Dvaita Philosophies prevail in India with equal importance even today.

Dear sai tell me ....which is your Philosophy that I have to follow?

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Shirdi Sai-man makea life in test tubes!!!

After lecturing and studying about the Human genome and attended the sessions my mind was reluctant to go into any other thing...So fascinating the life and science’s.I happen to read The Book”DNA The secret of life” by james D.Watson with Andrew Berry in that book under the chapter playing god: Customised DNA molecules....I happen to read an interesting thing as follows..
“Aurther kornberg was the first to“make life” in a test tube. In 1950’s as we have seen, he discovered DNA polymerase, the enzyme that replicates DNA though the formation of a complementary copy from an unzipped “parent” strand. Later he would work with the pair of viral DNA, he was ultimately able to induce the application of all the virus’s 5300 base pairs of DNA but the product was not alive. Though identical in DNA sequence to it’s parent, it was biologically inert. Something was missing. The missing ingredient would remain a mystery till 1967.When Martin Gellert at the national Institute of health and Bob Lehmann at standford simultaneously identified it. This enzyme as “ligase” Ligase made it possible to Glue the ends of the DNA molecules together...
Kornberg could replicate the viral DNA using DNA polymerase and by adding ligase, join the two ends together so that the entire molecule formed a continuous loop, just as it did in the original virus, this artificial viral DNA behaved like a original one as exactly, the virus normally multiplies in E.Coli and kornbergs test-tube DNA did that. using just a couple of enzymes, some basic chemical ingredients, and viral DNA from which to make the copy Koernberg had made a biologically active molecule. The media reported he had created life in a test tube...”
My.... it is now 2.30 nights I felt it is better to go to bed. Meanwhile I have totally left the night aarti about my sai unsung today
My sairam is great he will not take it otherwise He knows ultimately I am his child

Aum sairam.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Shirdi sai used Genetic algorithm?











My mind started on with the thought process. As usual it went again to its stature....The rat (mind) started its job wandering clueless

It again went back into programming and hardware concept....is we sheer hardware obeying a set of instructions. In a sense a program is a detailed description of a mechanism that “comes to life when obeyed by a computer. The human is usually skilled enough at the job and the result is the product of interpretation. In sense it is a static representation of something dynamic.

To understand the true nature of a program it is perhaps better to think about a plan of a machine that moves rather than something static like a house. When you look into a house plan a blue print your problem is generally in thinking it into 3D and most people can manage this. However when you look at the plan of an engine then, even if you can imagine it in three dimensions 3D, it is much harder to imagine how pieces move. A static plan cannot convey movement and it is up to the programmer to animate it in their imagination.

The selection and sequencing makes a program....So at this point it is the definition of a program as a list of instructions that are obeyed one after another in sequence, selected depending on the condition, and repeated. That really is all there is to. All the programs that have ever been written, or can be written are composed of nothing but selection and repetition....Sequencing, selection and looping are the basic atoms that make up every list of instructions and hence every program.

House, engine then me ooh a human programmed....buildings are static engines move but we humans think, sense, and grow we have life. Is it possible to have human program with artificial intelligence and neural networks or are we a set of genetic algo rhythms (codes) in other words biological programs called human ware”

The clock struck six times I rushed to wash my face in the evening

I saw myself through a mirror...I need a mirror to see my own face. I have not even seen myself with my own eyes without the help of a mirror strange but true....It is like that for everyone...my why sai one always need a mirror to see ones own physical self? If so, where there is a possibility of knowing our inner self?

Fine all in the game...I washed my face and got prepared for dhoopa aarti in the evening. I think sai has designed four times aarti routine a set of instructions to be obeyed after the aarti I felt relaxed and enjoying the serene silence within me may be better to obey my sais program...

Aum Sairam.

Monday, January 7, 2008

SHIRDI SAI – inner voice

Suddenly the message in the inbox vanished...I went on and on searching for the same I am searching for Sai’s address again...and again ... in vain ...my sai..My husband came back from his office, i told about Sai’s mail and how it appeared and vanished He gave a hearty laugh and opted for the evening coffee....After dinner we were relaxing in the hall .I do share my thoughts with people reading my blog and my husband is inevitable...He has to opine because I insist that I need his opinion. one compelled visitor....He is a real scientist he reads science and lives science and breathe science amazing at times seeing him all the time so scientific...for example even to talk and walk he will substitute some component chemical as reason for that...and once I argued but with less tension ...for which he said it was because of the folic acid intake....I started taking and which has controlled lots of molecular switches and went deep a travel into the metabolic pathway of folic acid...later we were conversing about the genetics, human genome project and science and only science...

His clock stops by 9.30 he will be into deep sleep even he doesn’t have a bed...His biological clock is set as 9.00 pm to bed and 5.00 am out of bed pattern mine is different. I, am a habited noctuvid (nocturnal insect) start my day by that 9.30 pm onwards. I have reset and changed my biological rhythm differently. regular unless I fight with sai...if so I will not recite aarti and not have my night coffee... this means I an upset...I go perform night aarti to sai have a cup of coffee as though I just get up from bed and go to my computer...

I heard an inner voice within me.....aye my sai is speaking ...”He says don’t imagine things. That is the main cause for your misery...I never wrote a letter nor will write to you one...I am in you why don’t you realize rather than read and try to put some logic behind my existence and It is a pity that you nowadays started questioning your own existence...what is your problem child”

This sounds for sure my Sai...

Aum Sairam

Friday, January 4, 2008

Shirdi sai answer my question?











To get acquainted with Saibaba was no where in my life till I was fourteen. He was no where in my thoughts till then. But Today, I cannot imagine my life or my thought process without him. My sai...I can think of only sai and nothing else but his glory. I always think why such situation has arisen in my life. Whatever I think or whatever I do in the mundane or on a purely mental plane his thoughts appear quietly in the background of my mind. He appears in one form or other very near me. Sometimes, with the torn kafni which he was said to be perennially don. That image will remain for long, disturbing my worldly routine. How so ever I would like to separate my consciousness from him, it is not possible, he will not leave me however I am. It is really very difficult to shed him....very addictive. At times I have tried my level best to go away to some other place to get rid of him..in early days. but Impossible it was. Either he will appear in one form or the other either stuck at the back of a car or somebody I can hear calling him “sairam” which will make me turn back. Shirdi sai amazingly loves, very understanding anyone cannot forget him once they experience him. But how come he came into my program? Why did he come? Who is he? Why I cannot live without the thought of this fakir. He is beyond comprehension. He is all in all in my breath and soul. I will die once he leaves me... The day he leaves me is the day of my brain death. But I want reason sai? That is why I asked who are you in me? I want the reason sai...and the reason of my own existence...I know, you know me better than what I know about me....but you have to answer me my dear sai...you have to...

Aum sairam

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Shirdi Sai who are you? Who am I?















Sai nowadays I started peeping through my window to see the next door nowadays... I started bothering for the unused grinder from the day one you made me to see . That grinding stuff is still kept aside without being used without a handle. Neither a human force nor the input to work that out, it is really disturbing my mind sai..

It is not the grind but the thought what my Sai said about grinding concept in the “Sai-bible” in other words “The Sri Sai satcharita”. I have to get rid of my avagunas (bad qualities) and ahangkar (ego) I want to work out a program for that I suppose.Can I work out an executable program for this?

But sai many things I program with perspective plans, breaking them with immediate objectives, annual objectives and long term objectives with a bench mark to measure and mid term corrections with all meticulous planning I miserably fail at times. And of course my planning will picturise a very futuristic angle with long term goals. At times it doesn’t work at all sai...Why Sai?

Why should I draw plans? Nothing happened in the way as I wanted many times.

I nowadays realize that I myself am a written program. All the steps sequenced and only job for me is to execute that like a machine rather.

So many important things happen in my life without my prior knowledge. I was born into this world, and one day going to leave this world the time of entry and exit is unknown. I don’t choose my mother or father that is also not my choice. So many things I learn and unlearn, and when important things are already being destined then where comes my karma question? I use to think many times that I am the sole authority for my life and for all my actions but now I realize it, I am not. The truth is that I myself is somebody’s creation...Who am I? Am I a meager step by step instruction of an already written executable program or an event driven program? And who are you sai? In this program business which part do you play? Did you create me? For which you will answer “No child there is a person above all of us who created us? Then who are you to me sai? Tell me sai who are you? Why am I hooked up like this talking to you all the time? Why should I like you first of all? Why sai? Why?

Aum Sairam

Sunday, December 30, 2007

PART II SHIRDI SAIBABA SAYS... TECHNOLOGY GRIND?











The Grinding also contained a spiritual and philosophical message. He was helping grind the sins of the people. He was helping grind the illness and afflictions. The two stones of his mill were karma (lower wheel) and bakthi (upper disc):the handle was meditation. The force was spiritual strength. In this mill all desires, wants, avgunas (avarices) and ahankar (ego) were put for grinding into the fine powder of enlightenment. Such were the ways of baba...after reading this I very badly wanted to see the grinding mill...

I am searching for the grinder.....nowadays grinders do not have an upper wheel and a lower disc nor a handle to hold and nobody takes effort to grind all menu driven...and switching the power on ,the electric flows it does the job on a mixie or a grinder .

How come the next generation will perceive his message..... I was into the deep thought suddenly I heard a sound from my computer.....may be some of my friends....I rushed to my monitor and there he is my saibaba for chat....

Saibaba: child have you got the idea of a grinder?

Me: no my dear sai I am searching the same in and around me...

Saibaba: thank god... you did a manual search

Me: What...why do you say that Saram?

Saibaba: You have the habit of searching anything and everything in google nowadays.....isn’t?

Me:I was taken aback.... ya my dear saibaba ya...you are right you know me in and out

Saibaba: Lawrence E page and Sergey Mihailovinch Brin they are the reason

Me: who are they?.....

Saibaba: the brains behind the engine Google?

Me:hii....How do you know that sai?

Saibaba: I know.....you people use so many technologies without even knowing the reason behind or the person behind

Me: ya I do that....I did not answer....

Saibaba: even that engine churns all the available information databases searches and brings in the very needy one to your query isn’t?

Me: ya...true...but sai you are amazing and up-to-date in technologies...too. Amazing...

Saibaba: My child all the technologies Nanotechnology ,Biotechnology, or Information technology are all for what

Me: they are for the advancement of knowledge....and to become intelleigent.

Saibaba: When intelligence matures and lodges securely in the mind it becomes wisdom. When wisdom is integrated with life and issues out in action it becomes bakthi...knowledge when it becomes fully matured it is bakthi. If it does not get transformed into bakthi such knowledge is useless tinsel to believe that gnana and bakthi (knowledge and devotion) are different from each other is ignorance.....

Me:I get you sai....

Saibaba:life is a tripod it has three legs athma manas and budhi....

Me:Okie

Saibaba: You people spend more time on budhi(knowledge) front ....some on manas (mind) front and very less towards athma front...all the three legs should equally balance for a perfect life...for which I coined so much of step by step method like aarthi....doing good, etc and also performing miracles to make you children for your own good. However fast the world grows...(The world is not as same as that world which you sleep before and after). That fast is advancements...

Me: True ....very true

Saibaba: try to follow bakthi marga...easiest way for mukthi...

Me... as usual the internet connection got cut....

Aum sairam..

PART I - SHIRDI SAIBABA SAYS... TECHNOLOGY GRIND?














It was the year 1910. Hemadpant came to shirdi. One day after washing his face, Baba sat in Dwarakmai and started grinding wheat furiously. The villagers enquired why but he did not reply...He kept at it. Until some women folk decided to help him in his chore. They too wondered why Baba was grinding wheat because he never cooked, but begged alms for food, and did not need such huge quantity anyway. He had never done the grinding before. So all who were nearby were looking with wonders at this. Four bold women went inside the mosque and requested Baba to sit aside, took the grinding stone and started grinding. Though Baba got angry at this he kept quite, seeing their affection for him. On completion of the grinding work, the ladies divided the flour into four parts and wanted to take it for themselves. Baba watching them calmly till then got angry and scolded them.” Oh ladies, are you crazy? Are you thinking this flour is your property to take it? I never took any wheat from you. Then why are you taking this flour?”...He cooled down after a while and said politely,” It is alright take the flour and sprinkle it on the boundaries of this village.” The ladies bowed their heads and asked for mercy. After touching Baba’s feet, they went quickly and sprinkled the flour on the boundaries of the village. The villagers told Hemadpant that there was cholera in the village, and only to eradicate Baba would have done all this. Hemadpant did not understand the relationship between cholera and the wheat flour, but the epidemic in the village gradually subsidized. Then Hemadpant concluded that what Baba ground that day was not wheat, but the cholera epidemic. Which he had sent outside the boundaries of the village, so that whole village gets rid of this disease. Hemadpant bowed his head to show respect to SaiBaba, he was so impressed by the greatness of Baba and his Miracles that later he decided to write a book about him to pay his tribute to this great saint....The result is Sri sai satcharita