My Saibaba and me

Think of shirdi sai and there he is?.....true....

2008-02-21T10:16:00.000-08:00

The next day evening me and my husband went for a long drive.I was telling about my dream and the context I got as reply...My husband knows very well I am mad after sai and he said the same “ As usual crazy’ I never opened my mouth but I wanted to see my sai .”I told my husband what the message I got is true? If so see we will see him in some time.” Then we got down from our car parked it on the road and took a walk...it was along road with less of people and activity...serene and beautiful. My husband asked me whether I would catch the birds chirp which was really very good at that 6.45 evening and all the birds were coming back to their nests.

I switched on my camera to movie mode and started shooting the birds and chirp. While I was shooting suddenly sai appeared in my camera....My happiness was boundless I zoomed and took him near and told my husband see My sai has come? He was also a bit taken aback he immediately took the car and we went to see my sai...He will be with us wherever we are and he will see us when he wants too...My dear sai My dear sai.....amidst the natural scenary and bird chirp we saw shirdi sai amazing and true.He will come when we really want him immediately even he is seven seas away...my dear sai

Aum Sairam

Sai you did not beat yoy blessed ?I know...

2008-02-21T10:01:00.001-08:00

Usually I go to bed conversing about my the whole day happenings to my sairam. As usual I was recollecting the events and I could still feel the pain on my right cheeks and the yesterday night dream...I have never ever seen my sairam that angry but why are you angry with me sai?

My eyes filled with tears Helpless I went to bed crying...suddenly I wanted to read satcharita hence I switched on my table lamp and put my hands onto the table searching for it...I got the book on my hand but that was not sai satcharita but the book was “ god who walked on earth” by by rangaswami parthasarathy.

Okie I thought sai is giving me a message through this book...I closed my eyes and opened the pages...I got the page 79 and the chapter was on ”A day with saibaba” I went through the page....The words I read were as follows:

Baba said”I get angry with none....Will her mother harm a little one? I love devotees. I am the bonded slave of my devotees. One reason given for Baba’s occasional burst of was that he might be driving away spells of thought or other ethereal waves which might be coming to harm his devotees or the people at large and the anger might be necessary to beat back those waves. His anger was evidently directed at unseen forces....

When Baba came to Shirdi as a young fakir he used to shout in anger, laugh or do other things which appeared to others as crazy. But evidently he was from beginning dealing with unseen forces and directing his anger and unconventional behavior at them.....

“Hei I get you my dearest sai I get you....You have always reasons for your behavior...I remember people telling I had such a fever when I was four years old and literally I died and came back fighting for my life in the hospital...true you have slapped me and send me back alive. I felt like seeing my sai immediately...i wanted to apologize fro my behavior in the dream....I want you sai I want to see you my dear sai....

Aum sairam

My sai you beat me in my dream? Why my dear sai.why?.

2008-02-21T08:57:00.000-08:00

I think I was 4 years old then ....It was a beautiful evening ...I am somewhere standing in the middle of a garden playing happily.......a beautiful me in my childhood. Playing around running around....watching everything with inquisitiveness and questioning anything and everything .I was in our garden watching the lawn...The lawn looked pretty green and in different shades. I could see some blue bell flowers as weeds grown in between the lawn...I saw small yellow flowers creeping on the bunds they are tribulus terrestris flowers my father was interested in botany and taught me many scientific names for the flowers and insects. I saw violet and blue flocks in bunches next to the bunds I was enjoying the bird chirps and saw a beautiful dragon...I walked slowly behind the flying insect putting all my effort to catch it....at last getting the dragonfly wings together...tied them up with threads and made to lift a small stone with its foot. of course I plucked the tail of the dragon to make it not to fly...after playing for some time I got up from the garden plucked flowers in my hand singing happily...suddenly I was watching somebody cum near me ....hei It is my sai....saibaba of shirdi...with the torn kaffni and having a long bag on his shoulders...I was overwhelmed with joy I was running towards him with great happiness shouting my sai wait wait ....but all in vain he did not notice me...I ran very fast falling enroute getting up calling him sai sai ...atlast he slowly turned back I was breathing hard and shouting sai my sai He turned back and saw me...No kindness nor liking in his eyes. So morose he look at me. I was bit nervous and did not know how to proceed I was staring at him he looked totally a stranger and starred at me again....I had the dragon tied in the thread in one hand and a bunch of flower collected in the other...I was wearing a lovely white frock and really looking playful and awesome...I liked me for what I was...I was such a pure loving kid....but sai never liked me...One point of time I got scared about him. I thought may be he is not my sai and starred at him trying to move back a few steps away from him .Anybody would have hugged me for what I was then...but my sai moved a step away and slapped me on my face ...I was very much upset...throwing the bunch of flowers from my hand and when I was about to run sai ram came near me told” How dare you entered my garden premises...Sairam was shouting and yelling at me...I was so upset...I wanted to hit him back and shout too but he was a huge and elderly person but I was so small in stature and age and a helpless 4 year child I never liked him at that moment I was scared and started running away from him crying throwing away the bunch of flower in my hand and running away from my dear sai with anger and fear...I hated him for his words and scary personality....I was crying helpless... I could not stand that... with a sudden jerk I woke up from bed my hands were trembling with fear my it was a very happy and a very very bad dream....My sai why were you so angry with me in thr dream?I saw the time it was 1.30 PM ....i was terribly upset and not at all comfortable and My sai has scolded me for me not doing anything...I went on recollecting my actions for his anger...by the time it was 6O’ clock in the morning ,with a heavy heart I got up from my bed .....I never liked my dear sai in that dream.You know....But why did you beat me my dear sai ? That too when I was very innocent four year old child...and why did you shout at me?I hate that moment .i cannot take it as a light dream....But sai I donot have anybody but only you.Even if you hate me I cannot hate you...why my dear sai why?you beat me ....

Aum sairam

Shirdi sai’s philosophies are above mantras, vratas, poojas and rituals

2008-01-29T08:30:00.001-08:00

Saints are rarely born: they are gifted to mankind, for a larger, deeper purpose. Saibaba of Shirdi is one such saint, whose presence has helped many and continues to help and guide, even after he left his human form. Although his birth and origins are shrouded in mystery and myth, his actions and examples have led many to a path of salvation and succor. Sairam did not leave any order, any direct disciples or dogma and has no incarnation. Most importantly he did not limit himself to two predominant religions as well. He never made any claims on teaching or preaching’s this is why there is no structured siddanth, or course on Baba”s teaching and faith. More and more people are attracted towards him for his simplicity of his faith. His philosophies are above mantras, vratas, poojas and rituals. All he desires is that we offer our hearts mind and ego to him. Once the five senses looses their power over us we will be able to progress spiritually and away from the world miseries. Saibaba is thus unique...One need not be essentially very analytical, very knowledgeable to reach the destination god. Sai himself is a god who walked on earth.....Sai philosophy is for all kind of beings simple practical and understandable even to the last person on this earth.

Aum sairam

Shirdi sai – What is you’re prescribed Philosophy? IV

2008-01-29T08:28:00.000-08:00

Early morning as one of my morning activity I played the CD on Vishnu sahasra Naama

“Adhi sankara wrote a number of vedantic hymns and one among them is the famous bhajagovindam...” I heard the great Raja Gopalacharias beginning speech while playing the CD on Bhajagovindam & Vishnu sahasra naamam sung by M.S.Subbulakshmi....

Ooh then adi sankaracharya has himself written several devotional poems to different forms of god...He did not reject the material world or ordinary life, but asked his devotees to transcend the material world. The doctrine of maya on which sankara wrote volumes, does not state that the world is unreal but that our perception of the world is wrong...Our perception of world is relative, subject to time space and caution.A man experience in his dream a lion chasing him,In his dream he tries to get awy from the lion without even moving an inch in his bed.He feels that he has run miles and miles away from the thorny forests, but when he suddenly gets up or awaken he says to himself ”It was only a dream”. The agonizing experience he had in his dream suddenly becomes a mere stupidity when he wakes up.So we do feel the same way about this materialistic world when we wake up from this materialistic dream...At the same time all of us has to fight in this world of duality as long as we see the world dualistic in nature. Both are in the game....

After hearing the sahasra naama I wanted to have my breakfast and get ready for morning aarti ....I got some idlies (rice cakes) and chutney... to eat...The iddlies were half baked not fully cooked and I had two minds whether to serve such idlies to my sai

Aum sairam

Shirdi sai – What is you’re prescribed Philosophy? III

2008-01-29T08:24:00.001-08:00

I was starring at my laptop to finish one of my assignments on an ICT project and the rat my mind started its journey...with thoughts...

The German genius Gottfried Wilhelm Liebniz laid down the foundation for the modern electronic computer based on yin and yang theory. According to him one represent god and zero represent void and from one and zero came everything came just like one and zero can explain all mathematical ideas. So within the integrated circuits of the modern computers, one can come across the Advaita and Dvaita philosophy.

By keeping the microscopic electronic switches in the modern central processor in”on” and “off” position man has indeed created a dream world. All the complex problems are just seen as on and off by the computers...mind boggling but indeed the truth.

The doctrine of maya does not state that the world is unreal but that the perception of the world is wrong. Maya is explained as “negation” that is inaction.” so let us stop all action kind...The word illusion came from a Latin word meaning “To lay the game. So we cannot stop action until action naturally stops in our life or until we see inaction in action and action in inaction as expounded by the Gita. The appeals of the Philosophies differ with person to person but both strive to achieve realm in human being complementing or supplementing each other...

Shirdi sai – What is you’re prescribed Philosophy? II

2008-01-29T08:21:00.001-08:00

At times both the Philosophies advaita and dvaita sounds similar but they differ only according to the level from which we look at them. If one looks at the person and a robot as a bundle of protons and electrons then both are same. But looking at another level the human being is very much different from any inanimate robot. This also sounds truth, but they differ in the level of perception. A flower is beautiful to a naked eye but kept under a powerful electron microscope they get distorted and may even appear formless and ugly. When the levels of perception changes the truth derived also changes accordingly.

I could get the rays of light falling on me directly from my window....Looking at the visible light.....Immediately the thought of Isaac Newton came. He had said that light travels in straight lines. but Albert Einstein, with his quantum theory, proclaimed to the world,” Light moves in wave patterns”. We do accept both these proven theories and use both of them for the development of science. One side light is a continuous wave in motion, Examining further, it is an electro magnetic radiation in the wavelength range including infrared, visible and Ultra violet rays, with a speed of approximately three hundred million meters per second when it travels in a vacuum.

Without duality perception action is impossible. We can perceive the world because of its contrasting dualities. Man can act only in subjective objective environment. Taoism says the absolute one becomes two in creation. The Chinese I ching sees the universe as Yin and Yang or male female concept, in other words Yin is a physical and emotional force and yang is the intelligence and spiritual force. They are indeed the two aspects of one absolute power. Like the north and South Pole of a magnet. Taoists try to attain a proper balance between the yin and yang.

Shirdi sai – What is you’re prescribed Philosophy? I

2008-01-29T08:16:00.000-08:00

In the advaita philosophy the difference between man and god is a matter of degree. Ultimately they are one and the same being. That which is within the man is atman and that which embraces the universe is known a bhraman. They are one and the same like a space inside a cup and space outside the cup are one and the same. Just like Tao of Taoism, the Alah of islam and the Ayin of jewish mysticism, Bhraman has no qualities, no parts and no consciousness and it is timeless. Writings of lao tse on Tao sounds similar. The world we see is constantly changing sitting in a car, a mile away the water we saw on the road was momentarily real but when we came close what was seen became a mirage. The dream burglars who are attacking you are real in the dream. You put up a dream fight with him. But when you wake up, you will say to yourself,”It was only a dream” Hence man will speak about the world the moment he realizes the true knowledge.

In the dvaita Philosophy the world is real and there is difference between man and God. Reality is of two kinds, independent and dependent. God is the only independent reality. Matter and self are dependent on and controlled by god. Self is active and is responsible for its release from countless reincarnations by devotion to god.

The middle path between these two philosophies also exists. God is not an unqualified principle, as per advaita but believed in the principle of jeevatman (individual soul) in paramatman (absolute soul) and the merging of Jeevatman in Pramatman for attaining salvation. Both the advaita and Dvaita Philosophies prevail in India with equal importance even today.

Dear sai tell me ....which is your Philosophy that I have to follow?

Shirdi Sai-man makea life in test tubes!!!

2008-01-17T10:27:00.000-08:00

After lecturing and studying about the Human genome and attended the sessions my mind was reluctant to go into any other thing...So fascinating the life and science’s.I happen to read The Book”DNA The secret of life” by james D.Watson with Andrew Berry in that book under the chapter playing god: Customised DNA molecules....I happen to read an interesting thing as follows..
“Aurther kornberg was the first to“make life” in a test tube. In 1950’s as we have seen, he discovered DNA polymerase, the enzyme that replicates DNA though the formation of a complementary copy from an unzipped “parent” strand. Later he would work with the pair of viral DNA, he was ultimately able to induce the application of all the virus’s 5300 base pairs of DNA but the product was not alive. Though identical in DNA sequence to it’s parent, it was biologically inert. Something was missing. The missing ingredient would remain a mystery till 1967.When Martin Gellert at the national Institute of health and Bob Lehmann at standford simultaneously identified it. This enzyme as “ligase” Ligase made it possible to Glue the ends of the DNA molecules together...
Kornberg could replicate the viral DNA using DNA polymerase and by adding ligase, join the two ends together so that the entire molecule formed a continuous loop, just as it did in the original virus, this artificial viral DNA behaved like a original one as exactly, the virus normally multiplies in E.Coli and kornbergs test-tube DNA did that. using just a couple of enzymes, some basic chemical ingredients, and viral DNA from which to make the copy Koernberg had made a biologically active molecule. The media reported he had created life in a test tube...”
My.... it is now 2.30 nights I felt it is better to go to bed. Meanwhile I have totally left the night aarti about my sai unsung today
My sairam is great he will not take it otherwise He knows ultimately I am his child

Aum sairam.

Shirdi sai have you authored this book on genome?- Part IV

2008-01-17T10:24:00.000-08:00

The secret of life is indeed a thread...the earth and ocean were probably peopled with vegetable productions long before other families of them, shall we conjecture that one and the same kind of the living filaments is and has been the cause of all organic life?
How can a filament make something live? Life is a slippery thing to define, but it consists of two very different skills, ability to replicate, and the ability to create order. Living things produce the approximate copies of themselves. Rabbits produce rabbits, dandelions produce dandelions, but rabbits do more than that. They eat grass transform themselves....
The key for both of these features of life is information. The ability to replicate is made possible by the existence of the recipe, the information to create a new body. A rabbit’s egg carries the instruction for assembling a new rabbit. But the ability to create order through metabolism also depends on information....
These pieces of information get transcribed translated and synthesis protein which is the actual dogma of molecular biology....as that of selection and sequencing in computer programming....One thing for sure every thing right from machine to man needs selection, sequencing and execution.....isn’t it program ultimately ?
Aum sairam

Shirdi sai have you authored this book on genome?- Part III

2008-01-17T10:23:00.000-08:00

I continued my speech in the afternoon session.
Almost everything in the body, from hair to hormones, is either made of proteins or made by them. Every protein is a translated gene. In particular, the body’s reaction is catalyzed by protein known as ENZYMES. Even the processing, photocopying, error correction and assembly of DNA and RNA molecules themselves- the replication and translation are done with the help of proteins, Proteins are also responsible for switching the genes on and off, by physically attaching themselves to PROMOTER and ENHANCER sequences near a start of the gene’s text. Different genes are switched of in different parts of the body
When genes are replicated, mistakes are sometimes made. A letter (base) is occasionally missed out or the wrong letter inserted. Whole sentences or paragraphs are sometimes duplicated, omitted or reversed.This is known as mutation. Many mutation are neither harmful or beneficial, for instance if they change one CODON to another that has the same amino acid ‘meaning’ there are 64 different CODONS and only twenty amino acids, so many DNA ‘words’ share the same meaning. Human beings accumulate about one hundred mutations per generation, which may not seem much given that there are more than a million CODONS in the human genome, but in the wrong place even a single one can be fatal.
All rules have exceptions(including this one) Not all human being genes are found on the 23 principal chromosomes, a few live inside the little blobs called mitochondria, and probably done so ever since the mitochondria were free living bacteria. Not all genes are made of DNA some viruses use RNA instead, Not all genes are recipe fro protein. Some genes are transcribed into RNA but not translated to protein; the RNA goes directly to work instead either part of a ribosome or as transfer RNA. Not all reactions are catalyzed by protein a few are catalyzed by RNA instead. Not every protein comes from a single gene; but some are put together from several recipes. Not all the 64 letter codon specify an amino acid: Three specify STOP commands instead and finally not all DNA spells out genes. Most of it is a jumble of repetitive or random sequences that is rarely or never transcribed: so called the junk DNA. With these basics the tour of the human genome can begin.....

Shirdi sai have you authored this book on genome? - Part II

2008-01-17T10:22:00.001-08:00

This is a gigantic document, an immense book, a recipe of extravagant Length, and it all fits inside the microscopic nucleus of a tiny cell that fits easily upon the head of a pin. This book is a piece of digital information written in linear, one dimensional and one directional form and defined by the code that transliterates a small alphabet of signs into a large lexicon of meanings through the order of their groupings. So is the Genome.
only complication is that all English books are read from left to right, whereas some parts of the Genome read from left to right and some from right to left though never both at the same time
English books are written in words of variable length using twenty six letters, genomes are written entirely in three letter words, using only four letters, A, C, G, T which stands for (Adenine Cytosine Guanine and Thiamine)

Instead of being written on flat pages, they are written on long chains of sugar and phosphate called DNA molecules in which the bases are attached as side rungs, each chromosome is one pair of very long DNA molecules. This Genome book is a clever book because in the right condition it can both photocopy and read itself. The photocopying is known as REPLICATION. The reading is known as TRANSLATION
The messenger the RNA copy is the befriended by a microscopic machine called RIBOSOMES. These ribosome moves along the messenger translating each three letter CODON in turn into one letter of a different alphabet of twenty different amino acids. Each amino acid is attached to the last to form a chain in the same order as the CODON. Not all 64 three letter CODONS specifies an amino acid. Three signify stop CODON instead. And finally not all DNA spells out genes. Most of it is a jumble of repetitive or random sequences that is rarely or never transcribed: the so called junk DNA.
I had a cup of water in the middle of my presentation. A person came with a tray on it a bottle of mineral water. He placed it on my table and uttered sairam.....a sai devotee?
Aum Sairam

Shirdi sai have you authored this book on genome? - Part I

2008-01-17T02:00:00.000-08:00

With the blessings of shirdi sai and praying to him I started my lecture in the big auditorium of 350 audiences belonging to various categories right from students to professors of various disciplines. Some are not scientist. I wanted one and all to know what I am talking about to make the Genome understandable and hence....

I started with a prelude about Scintillating Primo levi who did something similar with the periodic table of the elements in his autobiographical short stories. He related each chapter of his life to an element one that he had contacts with during the period he was describing.... The same way I read another interesting book on human Genome by Matt Ridley...In his book he says

“I began to think about the Human genome as a sort of autobiography. In its own right, A record written in “genitish,”of all the Vicissitudes and inventions that had characterized the history of our species and its ancestors since the very dawn of life.
Modern genetics is a formidable thicket of jargons.
The human body contains approximately 100 trillion cells. Most of them are less than a tenth of millimeter across. Inside each cell there is a black blob called a Nucleus. Inside the Nucleus are two complete sets of Human genome (Excepting in egg and sperm which has one and red blood cells which has none).One set of genome comes from the mother and other by the father. We are the result after swapping bits of the paternal and maternal chromosomes Called recombination

There are twenty three chapters, called CHROMOSOMES

Each chapter contains several thousands stories, called GENES

Each story is made up of paragraphs, called EXONS which are

Interrupted by advertisements called INTRONS

Each paragraph is made up of words, called CODONS

Each word is written is letters called BASES

There are one billion words in the book that means it makes it as long as 800 bibles. If I read the genome out to you @ one word per second for 8 hrs a day It would take me a centaury to finish reading the book If I write out the Human Genome @one letter per minute, my text would be as long as the river Danube...

After talking on the Human Genome I came and sat amidst a good applause. I was happy that many could appreciate...But I never did aarti to my sai yesterday that was working in my mind....totally into vingjnana (Science) ...that fascinated me....it is all like addiction. Some people get caught in agnana (not good action) and my sai who is a meignani (person with inner knowledge) will he relish it?

My sai only knows...

Aum Sairam

Shirdi sai used Genetic algorithm?

2008-01-12T01:28:00.000-08:00

My mind started on with the thought process. As usual it went again to its stature....The rat (mind) started its job wandering clueless

It again went back into programming and hardware concept....is we sheer hardware obeying a set of instructions. In a sense a program is a detailed description of a mechanism that “comes to life when obeyed by a computer. The human is usually skilled enough at the job and the result is the product of interpretation. In sense it is a static representation of something dynamic.

To understand the true nature of a program it is perhaps better to think about a plan of a machine that moves rather than something static like a house. When you look into a house plan a blue print your problem is generally in thinking it into 3D and most people can manage this. However when you look at the plan of an engine then, even if you can imagine it in three dimensions 3D, it is much harder to imagine how pieces move. A static plan cannot convey movement and it is up to the programmer to animate it in their imagination.

The selection and sequencing makes a program....So at this point it is the definition of a program as a list of instructions that are obeyed one after another in sequence, selected depending on the condition, and repeated. That really is all there is to. All the programs that have ever been written, or can be written are composed of nothing but selection and repetition....Sequencing, selection and looping are the basic atoms that make up every list of instructions and hence every program.

House, engine then me ooh a human programmed....buildings are static engines move but we humans think, sense, and grow we have life. Is it possible to have human program with artificial intelligence and neural networks or are we a set of genetic algo rhythms (codes) in other words biological programs called human ware”

The clock struck six times I rushed to wash my face in the evening

I saw myself through a mirror...I need a mirror to see my own face. I have not even seen myself with my own eyes without the help of a mirror strange but true....It is like that for everyone...my why sai one always need a mirror to see ones own physical self? If so, where there is a possibility of knowing our inner self?

Fine all in the game...I washed my face and got prepared for dhoopa aarti in the evening. I think sai has designed four times aarti routine a set of instructions to be obeyed after the aarti I felt relaxed and enjoying the serene silence within me may be better to obey my sais program...

Aum Sairam.

SHIRDI SAI – inner voice

2008-01-07T02:26:00.000-08:00

Suddenly the message in the inbox vanished...I went on and on searching for the same I am searching for Sai’s address again...and again ... in vain ...my sai..My husband came back from his office, i told about Sai’s mail and how it appeared and vanished He gave a hearty laugh and opted for the evening coffee....After dinner we were relaxing in the hall .I do share my thoughts with people reading my blog and my husband is inevitable...He has to opine because I insist that I need his opinion. one compelled visitor....He is a real scientist he reads science and lives science and breathe science amazing at times seeing him all the time so scientific...for example even to talk and walk he will substitute some component chemical as reason for that...and once I argued but with less tension ...for which he said it was because of the folic acid intake....I started taking and which has controlled lots of molecular switches and went deep a travel into the metabolic pathway of folic acid...later we were conversing about the genetics, human genome project and science and only science...

His clock stops by 9.30 he will be into deep sleep even he doesn’t have a bed...His biological clock is set as 9.00 pm to bed and 5.00 am out of bed pattern mine is different. I, am a habited noctuvid (nocturnal insect) start my day by that 9.30 pm onwards. I have reset and changed my biological rhythm differently. regular unless I fight with sai...if so I will not recite aarti and not have my night coffee... this means I an upset...I go perform night aarti to sai have a cup of coffee as though I just get up from bed and go to my computer...

I heard an inner voice within me.....aye my sai is speaking ...”He says don’t imagine things. That is the main cause for your misery...I never wrote a letter nor will write to you one...I am in you why don’t you realize rather than read and try to put some logic behind my existence and It is a pity that you nowadays started questioning your own existence...what is your problem child”

This sounds for sure my Sai...

Aum Sairam

Shirdi Sai – Email in my inbox

2008-01-07T02:11:00.000-08:00

I just logged into my ID... To check my mail...I have got am email from Shirdi sai...Hi...amazing and what a surprise!! .What is his contact ID .I was bit curious and the ID said Shirdisai@godmail.com .I went through his letter He has answered my question but a me a dump machine I could understand only to a limited context.

The copy of the mail said as follows

“Hi,
you hardware my child....here is the answer...
"You thing you are a program g8....but you are not

Hi you are dump computer hardware... Programs have to run on you to make you work...

But the truth is...You are a God created hardware and your brain is many fold powerful in comparisons to the man created computer memory...that’s all...

You have been designed by the creator with certain capability for purposes. say a Pentium II or III or IV or centrino duo depending on your past karma...You have brain (CPU), many other inbuilt systems and of course the electric circuit like your blood flowing and sensory organs to receive and sent like the speaker you use.... the CD drive (read and write) and mouse to click your wants and the web cam to see and receive....

all these functions depends on the creators wish dear child if only you could obey the instructions with less questions, even now it is not too late to conclude within a fraction of seconds take your time and try to understand.

Sometimes even the platform you are provided with has limitations. Platform independent java program has to be written to reach all the platforms of you human beings without dependency.

You are programmed by the assembly language zeros and ones and to some extent you have possibility of some extended technologies to increase your capacity if the creator allows that to be done on you machine...Saints have to come as interfaces to translate and bridge the gaps between you and your creator’s plan at times. To make you understand...

The operating system(OS) and your adaptability is also creators wish...and what ever high level languages is written unless it is compatible with the machine language it is very difficult for the machine to understand
Too many information you keep on adding and too many layers on you makes things very unreachable even to the creator so he has to sent saviors to protect his creation not to go faulty...
Where you get manufactured and where you go as consignment and what is that you have to do all depends on the time and necessity and predetermined for the creators discretion .You are created to help your creator...too many front ends and lots of widgets you add my child you cannot see your original self. I want you to improve your ESP (Extra sensory power) but you are more responding to ASPs (Active Server Pages)....
Don't get carried away by technological revolutions ...they are good okie but. You learn to get information but when are you going to understand my language? “Transformation” It is okay to be informative, you cannot otherwise survive. Don’t put Garbage in and take garbage out (GIGO)

But attempt to transform. An evolutionary process has to happen within you slowly, for a positive change and to become adoptable...for your own existence. No GIGO child...

I will TC
Alla Mallik
shirdisai@godmail.com

Shirdi sai answer my question?

2008-01-04T01:28:00.000-08:00

To get acquainted with Saibaba was no where in my life till I was fourteen. He was no where in my thoughts till then. But Today, I cannot imagine my life or my thought process without him. My sai...I can think of only sai and nothing else but his glory. I always think why such situation has arisen in my life. Whatever I think or whatever I do in the mundane or on a purely mental plane his thoughts appear quietly in the background of my mind. He appears in one form or other very near me. Sometimes, with the torn kafni which he was said to be perennially don. That image will remain for long, disturbing my worldly routine. How so ever I would like to separate my consciousness from him, it is not possible, he will not leave me however I am. It is really very difficult to shed him....very addictive. At times I have tried my level best to go away to some other place to get rid of him..in early days. but Impossible it was. Either he will appear in one form or the other either stuck at the back of a car or somebody I can hear calling him “sairam” which will make me turn back. Shirdi sai amazingly loves, very understanding anyone cannot forget him once they experience him. But how come he came into my program? Why did he come? Who is he? Why I cannot live without the thought of this fakir. He is beyond comprehension. He is all in all in my breath and soul. I will die once he leaves me... The day he leaves me is the day of my brain death. But I want reason sai? That is why I asked who are you in me? I want the reason sai...and the reason of my own existence...I know, you know me better than what I know about me....but you have to answer me my dear sai...you have to...

Aum sairam

Shirdi Sai who are you? Who am I?

2008-01-03T23:58:00.000-08:00

Sai nowadays I started peeping through my window to see the next door nowadays... I started bothering for the unused grinder from the day one you made me to see . That grinding stuff is still kept aside without being used without a handle. Neither a human force nor the input to work that out, it is really disturbing my mind sai..

It is not the grind but the thought what my Sai said about grinding concept in the “Sai-bible” in other words “The Sri Sai satcharita”. I have to get rid of my avagunas (bad qualities) and ahangkar (ego) I want to work out a program for that I suppose.Can I work out an executable program for this?

But sai many things I program with perspective plans, breaking them with immediate objectives, annual objectives and long term objectives with a bench mark to measure and mid term corrections with all meticulous planning I miserably fail at times. And of course my planning will picturise a very futuristic angle with long term goals. At times it doesn’t work at all sai...Why Sai?

Why should I draw plans? Nothing happened in the way as I wanted many times.

I nowadays realize that I myself am a written program. All the steps sequenced and only job for me is to execute that like a machine rather.

So many important things happen in my life without my prior knowledge. I was born into this world, and one day going to leave this world the time of entry and exit is unknown. I don’t choose my mother or father that is also not my choice. So many things I learn and unlearn, and when important things are already being destined then where comes my karma question? I use to think many times that I am the sole authority for my life and for all my actions but now I realize it, I am not. The truth is that I myself is somebody’s creation...Who am I? Am I a meager step by step instruction of an already written executable program or an event driven program? And who are you sai? In this program business which part do you play? Did you create me? For which you will answer “No child there is a person above all of us who created us? Then who are you to me sai? Tell me sai who are you? Why am I hooked up like this talking to you all the time? Why should I like you first of all? Why sai? Why?

Aum Sairam

Shirdi Sai- showed the grind as well....

2008-01-01T02:31:00.000-08:00

As soon I finished posting the blog on shirdi sai on Technology grind... My husband called me.....He wanted to share the message broadcasted in the Television about the akanda chanting of the Vishnu Sahrsa Naama in thousands ...but I missed the vision in the television...

“I sit with the dump machine and miss many things in my life...is my husbands conclusion...He was furious and got irritated and told I must change my lifestyle... “Sai I never got cross with him, because he told the truth for my good...I felt you are coming and telling me the same through him...not chanting but spending more of my time with the internet.

I sat in the hall with him watching what he is watching...My mind was thinking about the grinding mill and you sai I cant help it...My eyes were watching the television as well some times the vision through the window...My god I could see the grinding mill at the backyard of my next door house...very next to my house...just kept unused...without a handle...that was there all these days too.... but how I could not see it all these days?...

I get you Sai I have to reduce my time searching the computer window and spend time searching the real window as well within I get your point. The grinder I thought In the heart of the city Where I can see...you showed me immediately...amazing....but sai to be true that grinder seemed it has never been used for ages...It never had a handle or somebody to care to grind...kept unused...my avagunas and ahangars are left without being ground It has to happen if not in that grinder concept but within me...please help me to enlighten me Sai

Aum Sairam

PART II SHIRDI SAIBABA SAYS... TECHNOLOGY GRIND?

2007-12-30T03:32:00.000-08:00

The Grinding also contained a spiritual and philosophical message. He was helping grind the sins of the people. He was helping grind the illness and afflictions. The two stones of his mill were karma (lower wheel) and bakthi (upper disc):the handle was meditation. The force was spiritual strength. In this mill all desires, wants, avgunas (avarices) and ahankar (ego) were put for grinding into the fine powder of enlightenment. Such were the ways of baba...after reading this I very badly wanted to see the grinding mill...

I am searching for the grinder.....nowadays grinders do not have an upper wheel and a lower disc nor a handle to hold and nobody takes effort to grind all menu driven...and switching the power on ,the electric flows it does the job on a mixie or a grinder .

How come the next generation will perceive his message..... I was into the deep thought suddenly I heard a sound from my computer.....may be some of my friends....I rushed to my monitor and there he is my saibaba for chat....

Saibaba: child have you got the idea of a grinder?

Me: no my dear sai I am searching the same in and around me...

Saibaba: thank god... you did a manual search

Me: What...why do you say that Saram?

Saibaba: You have the habit of searching anything and everything in google nowadays.....isn’t?

Me:I was taken aback.... ya my dear saibaba ya...you are right you know me in and out

Saibaba: Lawrence E page and Sergey Mihailovinch Brin they are the reason

Me: who are they?.....

Saibaba: the brains behind the engine Google?

Me:hii....How do you know that sai?

Saibaba: I know.....you people use so many technologies without even knowing the reason behind or the person behind

Me: ya I do that....I did not answer....

Saibaba: even that engine churns all the available information databases searches and brings in the very needy one to your query isn’t?

Me: ya...true...but sai you are amazing and up-to-date in technologies...too. Amazing...

Saibaba: My child all the technologies Nanotechnology ,Biotechnology, or Information technology are all for what

Me: they are for the advancement of knowledge....and to become intelleigent.

Saibaba: When intelligence matures and lodges securely in the mind it becomes wisdom. When wisdom is integrated with life and issues out in action it becomes bakthi...knowledge when it becomes fully matured it is bakthi. If it does not get transformed into bakthi such knowledge is useless tinsel to believe that gnana and bakthi (knowledge and devotion) are different from each other is ignorance.....

Me:I get you sai....

Saibaba:life is a tripod it has three legs athma manas and budhi....

Me:Okie

Saibaba: You people spend more time on budhi(knowledge) front ....some on manas (mind) front and very less towards athma front...all the three legs should equally balance for a perfect life...for which I coined so much of step by step method like aarthi....doing good, etc and also performing miracles to make you children for your own good. However fast the world grows...(The world is not as same as that world which you sleep before and after). That fast is advancements...

Me: True ....very true

Saibaba: try to follow bakthi marga...easiest way for mukthi...

Me... as usual the internet connection got cut....

Aum sairam..

PART I - SHIRDI SAIBABA SAYS... TECHNOLOGY GRIND?

2007-12-30T03:27:00.001-08:00

It was the year 1910. Hemadpant came to shirdi. One day after washing his face, Baba sat in Dwarakmai and started grinding wheat furiously. The villagers enquired why but he did not reply...He kept at it. Until some women folk decided to help him in his chore. They too wondered why Baba was grinding wheat because he never cooked, but begged alms for food, and did not need such huge quantity anyway. He had never done the grinding before. So all who were nearby were looking with wonders at this. Four bold women went inside the mosque and requested Baba to sit aside, took the grinding stone and started grinding. Though Baba got angry at this he kept quite, seeing their affection for him. On completion of the grinding work, the ladies divided the flour into four parts and wanted to take it for themselves. Baba watching them calmly till then got angry and scolded them.” Oh ladies, are you crazy? Are you thinking this flour is your property to take it? I never took any wheat from you. Then why are you taking this flour?”...He cooled down after a while and said politely,” It is alright take the flour and sprinkle it on the boundaries of this village.” The ladies bowed their heads and asked for mercy. After touching Baba’s feet, they went quickly and sprinkled the flour on the boundaries of the village. The villagers told Hemadpant that there was cholera in the village, and only to eradicate Baba would have done all this. Hemadpant did not understand the relationship between cholera and the wheat flour, but the epidemic in the village gradually subsidized. Then Hemadpant concluded that what Baba ground that day was not wheat, but the cholera epidemic. Which he had sent outside the boundaries of the village, so that whole village gets rid of this disease. Hemadpant bowed his head to show respect to SaiBaba, he was so impressed by the greatness of Baba and his Miracles that later he decided to write a book about him to pay his tribute to this great saint....The result is Sri sai satcharita

Shirdi Sai taught me the Karma theory on this Christmas Eve 2007

2007-12-26T01:03:00.000-08:00

I am very much confused.....two incidences which I saw on this Christmas day ....I am not able to concentrate reading my saibible....Sai Satcharita.....My though went back again to the two events....I saw a small child and her family performing entertainment show on the road when I was going for a walk so talented and a gymnast we do watch high tech shows in the Television but this road show was very impressive...I asked her name she said sai pooja from Madhya Pradesh...the child is made to rope walk in the street...no safety measures and the whole family livelihood depends on such risks....our walking session was about 8 kilometers that day....My husband and me were walking together and in the 7^th kilometer we happen to pass the citi centre Chennai...we went inside the centre....what a gala celebration it was of course Christmas eve 2007....My husband asked me to take a clipping of the events...and said” did you noticeda.... we saw a child walking on the rope and here we see different segment of the society"......
agash......yaa....Some children has to rope walk for their livelihood and some children have cake walk life.....this is working on my mind sai...it is working too much on my mind....

I slowly relaxed and again concentrated reading the sai bible ....I prayed...closed my eyes and opened the sai satcharita and the page was 139 and the chapter XXVI and the message was as below....

“ Mr. Ambadekar

Mr. Gopal Narayan Ambadekar of Poona was a devotee of Baba. He served for ten years in the Abkari department in the Thana District and in Javhar state, from where he had to retire. He tried to get some other job, but he did not succeed. He was overtaken by other calamities and his condition grew from bad to worse. He passed 7 years in this condition, visiting Shirdi every year and placing his grievance before Baba. In 1916 his plight became worst and be decided to commit suicide in Shirdi. So he came there with his wife and stayed for two months. One night while sitting in a bullock cart in front of Dixit's Wada, he resolved to end his life by throwing himself into a well close by. He proposed to do one way but Baba wished to do something else. A few paces from this place, there was a hotel and its proprietor Mr. Sagun, a devotee of Baba, came out and accosted him thus - "Did you ever read this Akkalkotkar Maharaja's life?" Ambadekar took that book from Sagun and began to read it. Casually, or we may say providentially he came across a story which was to this effect. - During the life time of Akkalkotkar Maharaj a certain devotee suffered very much from an incurble disease and when he could endure the agony and pain no longer, be became desperate and to end his miseries threw himself one night into a well. Immediately the Maharaj came there and took him out with his own hands and advised him thus - "You must enjoy the fruit - good or bad - of your past actions; if the enjoyment be incomplete, suicide won't help you. You have to take another birth and suffer again; so instead of killing yourself, why not suffer for some time and finish up your store of the fruit of your past deeds and be done with it once and for all?"

Reading this appropriate and timely story, Ambadekar was much surprised, and moved. Had he not got Baba's hint through the story, he would have been no more. On seeing Baba's all-prevasiveness and benevolence, his faith in Him was confirmed, and he became a staunch devotee. His father was a devotee of Akkalkotkar Maharaj and Sai Baba wanted him to walk into his father's footsteps and continue his devotion to Him. He then got Sai Baba's blessings and his prospects began to improve. He studied astrology and gained proficiency in it and thereby improved his lot. He was able to earn sufficient money and passed his after-life in ease and comfort.”

After reading this I realized Baba sayings...”One has definitely to reap the results of one’s own deeds(Karmas.Results of past karma(both good and bad) are repeated here. One may become even a “Chandala” based on past karma.There is nothing like repentance to lesson its impact. The pilgrimage to holy places and baths in holy rivers reduce karma to some extent. Visit to tombs(Samadhi)of holy people(Maha purushas)reduce some karma,as these places sanctified their presence....Know first what karma is, it is that which imparts natural livelihood for all living beings....your freedom is only in performing karma. You have no business with its rewards...those who perform karma with anticipating rewards are delinquents.....Your rebirth is of two kinds. first controlling the mind with sensory organs(jnana Indriyas) and second performing karma with bodily organs(karmendryas) without aspiring for the fruits. If performed this way. it equals who do not do any karma....Those who translate shirdi sai’s preaching into action in their day today lives without jealousy and with utmost faith and devotion shall be liberated from bondages of karma...

Sai I realize why you made me to see the rope walk and cake walk lifestyles

Aum sairam

The second impressive leela of Shirdi Saibaba

2007-12-13T00:47:00.000-08:00

Shirdi Saibaba made the mosque his home. There he kept a dhuni burning day and night. The mosque came to be known as dwarakmai.

He shared the food which he had collected by begging with poor people.

It was also his habit to share what was left over with stray cats’ dogs and birds.

Baba use to go round the market place to collect oil.

After collecting the oil baba would return to the mosque and lit the tiny lamps at night.

One day all the merchants joined together and refused to give oil to sai baba

But Saibaba went silently and the merchants became anxious

But to all their surprise baba could light the lamps by just pouring water instead of oil.

And said

Remember that all of us are children of god, our creator; if you help the poor and needy, then god will surely bless you so always be kind to others.....

Online Chat with Shirdi saibaba

2007-12-06T23:48:00.000-08:00

me: Dear Sai r u der?

Saibaba: ......

Me: Sairam r u der?

me: Dear Sai r u der?

Saibaba: ......

Me: Sairam r u der?

me: Dear Sai r u der?

Saibaba: yes...

me: why did you take such a time to respond to me

Saibaba: Dear child I have millon windows open... and many are calling and I हवे

to answer them as well tell me dear.. what do you want?

me: let millions be there I want you as soon as I want to talk to you

Saibaba: .......

me: Why are you keeping mum?

Saibaba: ......

me: Are you angry with me?

Saibaba: ......

me: How long you want मीto wait

Saibaba: ......

me: Sometimes I feel like loosing faith in you...you know?

Saibaba: really tell me the truth...

me: You are my sai I know you will listen to me. You are mine....

Saibaba: Listen dear I am with you always you have tested this umpteenth time but I am telling you the same

me: okie

Saibaba: I have so many windows kept open all are in a hurry what to do? Understand this ...child

me: I become restless

Saibaba: No one should ever become restless

me: it is easy to say than to do you know

Saibaba: I know child patience and faith alone can show me to you

me: So what should I do

Saibaba: Learn patience and faith and see

me: See what....you always...sure

Saibaba: Very sure ... patience and faith will make me with you for ever okie try that my child then you need not come through this window you can find me within you dear...this is for sure...

Noon aarthi at shirdi is a boon

2007-12-06T23:14:00.000-08:00

Again after breakfast on 24^th of November 2007, we were driven towards sai....we were in the long queue once again to see our beloved sai...I had two gifts given to me by sai one is my husband and another is my daughter....whenever I use to fight with him in my young age for not given me a mother and taken my grandfather who will look like sai.I think sai has compensated with the two gifts I suppose

I have the very bad habit of fighting with close people....I often do that with my sai...I will cry I will beat and not talk to him....and again with lot of gilt I will go to him asking to forgive me....you se my sai is great no day he has treated me like how I treat him one day with scolding one day with affection one day with anger one day with day full of bhajans crazy personality like me...but My sai is great he always remains the same...He treats me the same way any day...

My husband was telling since we are early and already in the queue we will get his dharshan by 10.30 am itself...even I was feeling the same....but in corner of my mind I was asking sai whether he will allow me to be with him for the noon aarthi (12.00..)...but the queue is moving fast and I felt sai is going to send me back with a quick dharsan....I made up my mind that I am gifted to see him again ......but to my surprise the queue got to move slow and we were made to wait....pre-preparation going on for the noon aarthi....unbelievable are the sai leelas....he will listen to all the wimps and fancies and I need not be very ritualistic as well...He will do the needful like a very next person standing beside you ....you are great sai

I am now placed to sit in front of sai for the noon dharshan.....again see sai he wants me to recollect his close people....I could think of Deepa, Piyush goel ....I was aloud to think of them only for some time by sai...I prayed for them I knew sai caters their need but he made me to pray for them as well then....I was thanking sai for giving me his dharshan and to take care of me my husband my family as usual selfish wishes....then suddenly the aarthi started and I was singing along with the crowd...a very small point in a very big pixel diagram without me also this whole feeling exists ...I was thanking sai for allowing me as one point in that pixel for those seconds and minutes .....The whole of my heart ached with joy...unbound joy...thanking sai for providing such opportunity through my husband.....Sai is contagious and nobody can escape his blessings once they get him on them....thanks Sai forever for your dharshan....My mind is not with me then ....I think we have to get up and go near him after the aarthi I was pulled by my husband to walk towards him.....Full of goodness I liked me for what I am in front of my sai....I am not that good a person always....

Thanks Sai to make me good at least for some minutes...if only you could make me that person always....without any thoughts and deeds sai and only sai in the mind and my husband by my side...thanks sai...thank you very much...for all you have given me....

With Sai in shirdi....

2007-12-06T22:15:00.000-08:00

On 23^rd of November we were traveling towards shirdi from auranghabad ....I am quite tensed because of traffic jam we have to wait and wait.....I wanted to meet Baba the same night but why Sai.......you want to remind me of your teaching “patience and faith...” My wobbling mind settled down slowly with patience.....At last we reached and stepped into shirdi soil by 11.30 PM......Fragrance of Sai lingering in and around the premises but I have to still wait ......I am again loosing my patience with such a rushing urgency to see him ...but I have to sleep till the dawn....sai again you are putting into deal...again telling patience is needed.....many times you make me realize sai

I remained quite....and went to sleep tiring journey the day activities at Mahatma Gandhi Mission Institute of lecturing etc made me sleep at last.....sleep is the best medicine and it really worked wonders

Next day 24^th morning my husband woke me up stating it is 3.00 in the morning....I rushed through brushing my teeth and a quick wash fine I was ready...We walked fast the few yards carrying Sai in the mind....A long queue and we again to wait for hours....But we could see him get up through online media....communication technology does wonders all standing in the queue could watch him.....Sairam Sairam Sairam and nothing else filled my heart.....and we could smell feel and realize sai and only sai.....all around...The devotees were chanting his name all along and watching him over wall mounted Television....The morning kakat aarthi activities started and a very deep serene feeling of being with sai....I don’t have words to describe it......it can only felt.....I was bit selfish and asking sai why he did not take me near him for kakat aarthi....

I know there are millions of people close to him and me (a selfish person) among many ....a small drop in the big ocean of sai devotees...I was wondering how could he satisfy so many...not leaving any...a father standing before me conversing with a small child identifying and explaining sairam in the video as our god to his child...sai sends message for every question only thing is we must have patience to listen to him and understand him feel him.....

Kaka aarthi started and many were chanting that and me to join the ocean and experienced the vibrations...we are slowly entering the shrine of sai as soon the aarthi is over....Going nearer and nearer makes all my heart and muscle to pound....but the only thought I could get is about the child who took Sairam as her father and mother.....The thought went on and on and I could not pray anything other than praying for her.....My god how much of love sai has towards her I could feel...though I am physically there he radiated his concern towards that child.....Sai is great and assured he will take care....with eyes full of tears and heart full of pleasure I came out of the shrine....To my surprise I was not asked by anybody to move....Sai wanted me there to stay......I realized that slowly and I wanted to move slowly to give way to many waiting....sai your presence is so good I wanted to be with you for ever like that...I use to have the same feeling whenever I visit Lord oppiliappan at Thirunageshvaram....Sai are you Oppilli....The one question I asked and turned around and my husband with his happy face asked me did you have good dharshan shall we move...I slowly moved out with lingering feel of sai......

Trip to shirdi .......

2007-12-06T21:01:00.000-08:00

It was on 22^nd of November 27, 2007 a Friday. I and my husband started towards shirdi. SaiRam wanted to take me comfortably…..It was through my husband the message came…..He said he will take me by flight to see my sai baba on my birthday…..I could not find words to thank for this Birthday gift ever in my lifetime…..But one thing for sure…unless sairam wishes one cannot see him...true.

We boarded into the flight at Chennai airport……within 2.15 hrs we were in Pune. Professor Dev. Mahatma Gandhi Mission Institute is another Messiah sent by sai to take us from Pune to auranghabad by car...Sometimes god comes in the form of Human….yes... Prof Dev is one such kind...He drove the car all the way from auranghabad to pune and back....and he accompanied all through 4 days with us there on....Even my closest kith and kin would not have done...may be they lend vehicle place to stay but to be with us all the time only some can do......I take Prof Dev as messiah send by Sai.....

En-route we had Punjabi thaali at “cosmic stone” highways motel.....after that prof Dev started talking about so many information about sai and the history behind auranghabad. His history knowledge is too god and very vast deep and thought provoking...We reached auranghabad and boarded into a hotel....We visited the Prof house and we socialized for more than four hours. He is gifted to have two loving and obedient daughters I felt like flicking them with me...

Good people good family assured stay....thanks sai you gave me.....assurance that you are going to see me at shirdi......I am going to have good darshan... All positive and good vibration the feel of god...with the pleasantries me and my husband went to sleep....

Thanking Sairam for that day....